Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Life’s Daily.


Chapter 1
Hopeless.

That day was important day. Many students wait and hope on this day. I will wait and hope on that day too because that day was we knew where is the university, we was choose.
‘Hey! Mean where is you choose?’ my friend call to me in the morning.
‘Ha ha I think you know it’ I answer.
Many my friends knew in my hope and they hope I can get in my hope too. In height school I was a good student, not make a problem to school. Miss the class only sick and not miss to bring homework for teacher. In my group, I was a study leader. Everyday my friends will ask my about homework and ask me what time to bring homework. I not smart and genius. I can get height G.P.A. because only my marks form homework.

Surely I hope I will go to university in my dream. That university was ranked many students want to get into, who want to be lawyer. This is my hope since I come to height school class. I want to be lawyer (since I hopeless to surgeon general).
‘Ok. You want go to temple with me?’ ‘We want go to achieve in matriculate’ my friend ask me.
‘Sure but what time and where?’ I answer.
’10.00 a.m., in height school’
‘Ok. See you soon’


In height school was silence because school was term ending.
‘Hi. Mean how are you?’
‘Fine.’ I answer with smile ‘What temple is we go?’
‘I don’t know.’ my friend answer ‘ First may we wait other friends.’
‘Ok.’


Erelong my friend was come and we was come to temple soon. We decide to went to Wat-pa-kaw and the temple anear Wat-pa-kaw.
‘What you benediction? Mean.’ My close friend ask me during I pay respect to the Buddha.
‘Succeed in my hope.’ I answer. ‘And you?’
‘Me too.’ He answer. ‘I hope I meet you in university too.’ My close friend answer and back to pay respect to the Buddha.


My close friend. Sometime he was challenger. He want to be lawyer same me. We promise that we will come to study together in university, I was hope to matriculate.
After that we see the sights around that area. It vary hot day but it was fun too. I think maybe it was last meeting in my group. Tomorrow may we will break away.

In the evening. This time was come. Time for look announcement, who can matriculate or not. I came to internet café and enter in my msn. In msn many students in class was online. They want to knew announcement. Surely not only students in my class will knew announcement. Many students in Thailand want to knew too. It result in internet network was error. I use long time for enter in bulletin board system.
Mean !! I can matriculate. Ha ha I can matriculate.’ The message was show in my msn during I try to enter in bulletin board system. That message from my close friend. I daresay he was very exult.
‘ But it not law. I get social science’ the next message was show. ‘Meinetwegen!’
‘ How about you?’ he ask me.
‘ I don’t know. Now I try to enter in bulletin board system’ I answer as anxious.

Suddenly I can enter. The announcement was show up. I saw the university code, I was choose. I move web page for found my conclusion. My heartbeat was throb.
I saw the red message on the web page. It write that ‘ไม่มีสิทธิ์สอบสัมภาษณ์’ ( It mean you fail. ) That time I felt the time was stop. Many message was continues to show on monitor. I still moment on armchair in front of monitor.

1 comment:

Jasper said...

Yes a sad story. I can understand the way you felt. It must have been very hard for you indeed. But I am sure you will turn out to be a fine lawyer after your studies at ABAC.

Happy new year Thitawan!!